I'm sitting in my favorite little spot..with a very heavy heart. I still...after all this Really have a hard time with all the issues between Kadens father and myself. The hardest part, although I hate to,admit it...is I still have feelings for this man. So I struggle everyday. Struggle with how to get him out of my head..and my heart. How to stop being absolutely crushed by him. I know what I want in my life. I do want love and trust. I also know I will never trust this man again. And I truly don't feel he's ever going to be able to be the person...nor does he want to be...that I thought he was. I've shed many tears the past few months again. Old feelings are brought up...I see what some might consider hope..only to have it all come crashing down again..in the EXACT same way it has so many times. Soooo...thank you God, when a little voice from across the room announces..."Ewwwwww....that was a puke burp!". How do you NOT laugh..and thank God for the amazing gift of this little boy!
Hi there, and welcome to my blog. My name is Katie, and I am the Mom to five, yes five boys. Most of my boys are "big." However for my fortieth birthday I recieved the wonderful gift of baby boy #5! Most of this blog will be about him and all the crazy wonderful antics he pulls. It's really not going to be a fancy blog...just a place for me to remember all the things he says and does. Everyone's been telling me for four years now...you should really be writing this stuff down. So here I go....
Jamie is following his dream and living in New York! He works for Apple..Jamie has always been my artsy child!
Zach's in prison..hehe. Well he's not IN prison..but he works as a social worker for the department of corrections. Zach has always been my independant child!
Jordan James and Princess Tergie
Jordan is attending UWOshkosh..right now his major is Computer Science. BUT that could change at any minute. He is my laid back child!
Seth Patrick and Taylor
Seth's brothers were very wrong about him. They felt he needed to check out the benefit package at Mcdonalds. He's showing them...he just was promoted to manager at the grocery store he works at! AND he's going to school to be an IT Specialist! He's the quiet one you need to look out for!
This little guy is the light of my life. He was my 40th birthday present. I can not imagine what life would be like without him. I love you to the moon and back a zillion times little boy!